yesterday was funn...
haha at tokyo..OF COURSE..i was the one who got picked on..
it was fun though..
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i really liked everything i got for my birthday..
i got umm some cute shirts..bra's and underwear from victoria secret..amor amor ( perfume ) a purse from my aunt and uncle..
uhh a bath set with some lip gloss and a monkey from kelsey..
manicure gift certificate and a monkey from my sister..
$ money $ from g-parents..
calander..this purse thing..2 pic frames from rach...
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ughh...i have this HUGE fever blister..from the other day when i was sick..
it looks HORRIBLE..
and WONT go away..
im having to take medicine bc it keeps getting worse..
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boys are soo CoNfUsiNg..
i like this guy..
but i dunno if he likes me..
sometimes i think he does..and others im not sure..
he is a tuff one to figure out..lol
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i have a question..
okay sadly, most of the time i just go to church to communicate..
i mean not ALL the time..and i DO listen..
i have talked to friends & most of them go for the same reason...
well i decided that's not right...
so i mean at church all we do is sing..and listen to them preach..
i decided on Wednesday's...
I'm just gunna read from my bible...
sing some Christian songs..
pray..
and everything else we do on Wednesday nights..
and anything i dont understand i can always research or ask ...
Does it really matter WHERE as long as it gets done ?????
is that okay ?? or is it wrong ??
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RussW7855 (7:58:18 PM): Hey!!!! Happy berfday a day late ReBeL cHiKk 1407 (7:58:32 PM): hey thanks !! im reading your comment now RussW7855 (7:58:37 PM): sweet RussW7855 (7:58:43 PM): its long sorry hehe RussW7855 (7:58:48 PM): i didnt know u were on or i would have just tld u RussW7855 (7:58:52 PM): like through IM ReBeL cHiKk 1407 (7:59:01 PM): i aappreciate it though.. ReBeL cHiKk 1407 (7:59:21 PM): i really am stuck.. RussW7855 (7:59:55 PM): you wanna talk bout it ReBeL cHiKk 1407 (8:00:07 PM): yes..but i dont exactly know how i feel ReBeL cHiKk 1407 (8:01:24 PM): i mean i know im a christian and love and belive in God..but i want to be like a better christian..i wanna really get into it..and know all about it like some poepole u know ? RussW7855 (8:01:43 PM): yeh! I know exactly what you mean ReBeL cHiKk 1407 (8:02:03 PM): and its like i go to chiurch and listen..but it does me no good.. RussW7855 (8:02:11 PM): why not? ReBeL cHiKk 1407 (8:02:47 PM): i mean it does me good..its just not getting me that... ReBeL cHiKk 1407 (8:02:49 PM): what i want ReBeL cHiKk 1407 (8:02:54 PM): i guess im jus tnot satisfied RussW7855 (8:03:20 PM): Well you need to just pray about it...maybe you are like over analyzing things ReBeL cHiKk 1407 (8:03:30 PM): maybe.. RussW7855 (8:03:46 PM): Talk to God like he is right there with you....a lot of times people try to be all proper and stuff when they pray....I find myself laughing sometimes when I pray haha ReBeL cHiKk 1407 (8:04:11 PM): lol i will try that RussW7855 (8:04:14 PM): you just gota be you and not change the inside of you u know? ReBeL cHiKk 1407 (8:04:38 PM): thanks a lot babe  RussW7855 (8:04:47 PM): Satan knows you wanna be closer to God and he is gettin T' oed about it and tryin to change your mind and mess with you RussW7855 (8:04:51 PM): and you cant let him ReBeL cHiKk 1407 (8:05:36 PM): ok i will try my hardest RussW7855 (8:05:43 PM): ok! I will be prayin for u ReBeL cHiKk 1407 (8:05:49 PM): thanks RussW7855 (8:05:56 PM): I will talk to you later! I gotta go do some stuff! RussW7855 (8:06:00 PM): Good luck! ReBeL cHiKk 1407 (8:06:05 PM): ok thanks !!!!! RussW7855 (8:06:12 PM): You RussW7855 (8:06:13 PM): are RussW7855 (8:06:15 PM): welcome!
wow thanks russ..
im not giving up just yet..
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